Greetings from work

My birthday is officialy just a week and a half away!! Whoo the big 24, lol everything is the big [insert number here]. I love birthdays whether they are mines or someone else's. It's a day to celebrate your life and the great things in it...was that too cheesy?

So the plan is on my actual birthday which is Tuesday the 8th wings night at BW3 in lonetree. Than that weekend a four course dinner at my favorite place The Melting Pot...YUM! Followed by either a stint at bowling or D&B's we'll see how the night goes :)

July is just the month for cakes. The baker that made our wedding cake will be making my birthday cake and recreating the top layer of our wedding cake for our first wedding anniversary. Can you tell I am super excited? I don't think its a bad thing. Especially since today the negative nellies like to take everyone down. Well you know what you can't take this birthday girl down. You go be sad in your own corner k.

July 4th is so close and I'm excited too but work is so short staffed that its bothering me so much I cant get excited about a 3 day weekend. Sad I know. Short staffed in an already small office sucks, trust me on that. I need happy hour that week lol, who's in?

week 3

Well this week has been an interesting week. I've been getting current on all my vacinations (so handy since I work at a Dr.s office) and so my arm is sore from all the shots and than for curious sakes I did a complete panel on my bloodwork. The results were not good. There is something wrong with me and its not good. I'm not comfortable discussing this on my blog but I can talk about my feelings towards it.

On a positive note its good that I know now and I can make changes and such to my life to better my body. On the other side it's a toll emotionally and physically. Sometimes I will be completly fine with myself and than later I would feel completly down and depressed about it all. It's like I am just thinking way too much about it. For the most part though I guess I can appreciate that I shouldn't take life for granted and that things happen for a reason.

I'm already thinking about the fall and whether or not to continue online classes or not. I love the idea of continuing my education but I'm wondering what school will be better for me and really how much can I handle. Especially with my new health concerns everything has added to the stress that I call life. It is all up in the air at this point I guess.....

P.S. You know who you are but if you think in any way I have anything to do with YOUR drama, you are kidding yourself by blaming me. I haven't been a part of your life in a long time so please save yourself from hating me, I had nothing to do with it. You should know better than that.

Is it Friday yet??

It is true, misery loves company. And apparently misery works with me at work because every day feels tougher than the day before. I went to great lengths to avoid this fool misery but his persistent self found me day after day. I even MADE CUPCAKES from SCRATCH even a MARTHA STEWART receipe at that. Come on now what is with the still crabby patty people. I made cupcakes that took like 3 hours to make. Why isn't happiness contagious? In fact it is like happiness makes people even more mad....sometimes it's a lost cause.

I need the weekend to come! I need a break a chance to relax and breathe.

My husband has already made me feel better. I came home to a SPOTLESS house! Whooohoo I didn't have to lift a finger. He is amazing and I am so blessed to have such a thoughtful loving husband who knows just what I like. He knew that I was stressed enough as it is and even though he was on call for work this week he came through for me like a champ. I couldn't ask for more.

What is with the dropping?

This is the second time this week that the school has dropped me from my classes. They already have my summer tuition what more do they want? In updated school news I had to drop Astronomy...booo..I did not like the format of class the way the professor had it. I mean every class Ive taken so far has the same format of using the blackboard system and I didnt agree with the way he had his set up. It wasn't meant to be. Summer is only ten weeks long so maybe it is better if I don't bite off more than I can chew.

Work has not slowed down at all despite the fact that less people get sick in the summer. Now is the perfect time for people to get their physicals done and so we're so busy booking those appointments and as always we have tons of new patients every week. I love watching the practice grow because I get to be a part of that growth. Also because I know I am in a practice that cares about their patients, yes sometimes the wait is long but in the end you get all the time you want with the Doctors and they take care of you. So would you rather be rushed in and out or have time? You have to take the good with the bad people!

The weather has been a lot nicer lately and I love enjoying the outdoors with my dogs. They may be little lap dogs but they sure don't act like it. They probably see themselves as big ol' gaurd dogs. They do need more excercise as they are getting pudgy. Not to diet food point but to the no-more-scraps point. I know I am a bad dog parent feeding scraps but if you could see their little begging faces you would understand my dilemna.

This weekend I am going to FINALLY get my hair cut. It has been so long I actually cannot remember when the last time it was when I got it cut. The plan is to get rid of the damaged hair and allow my hair to grow all of the dark natural color out. I always call that the "plan" but than I see all these beautiful highlights that all the ladies have and than I can't help but want them too! What is that??? It's like a disease that I have, wanting things I don't need. Hmmm I think a lot of America suffers from that syndrome. I have acknowledged my problem and I am continuing in my effort to change that but old habits die hard. Wish me luck with the hair cut!

A new audience

Welcome new readers, also known as my English class and teacher, to my personal blog. I am officialy in the start of my summer semester. Where the break went I don't know. Graduations galore probably helped pass the time even fasteter. I am looking foward to the fast 10 weeks ahead. I've got English 2, Astronomy, and US History under my belt for the ten week ride.

Work is work. Being in the medical field is a whole new experiance for me as I had no idea how many things people use the physicans for. I used to only think of the Doctors office as a last resort place to be, as in I'm in my death bed and must need antibiotics. But apparently I was missing out or something. I realize people are pretty demanding but more so in this field than anything else. It has forced me to find patience within myself. That in itself is a big battle. I feel like after I juggled last semester anda new job that I can take on a lot. I know what my spoon can hold and lets hope that spoon doesnt tip over.

Oh on a side note Happy 24th birthday to my best friend! I know she had an amazing day and I couldnt wish for more for her. We've been best friends since we were 15, next year we celebrate 10 years of friendship.